Beginner’s Grove:
Zen Adjacent Watering Hole

Beginner’s Grove

A Place to Practice Belonging

I’m Diane.

For most of my life, I taught women how to be fierce, independent, and self-contained.

Now I’m practicing something different.

After decades as a therapist, retreat center founder, and devoted partner, I find myself in a quieter season — rebuilding connection from the ground up. Not as an expert. Not as a guru.

As a woman learning how to belong again.

Beginner’s Grove is where I document that experiment in real time.

Not how to transcend the world —
but how to stay in it.
Not how to go it alone —
but how to build a “we.”

If you’re tired of the Solo-Flight…
if you’re curious about village in modern times…
if you want depth without performance and lightness without denial…

Pull up a chair.

The gate is unlatched.

S1:E1 Soft Signals From the Grove
Podcast hosted by Diane Adams Presents: Jess & Diane

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Meet Diane

(The Village Experimenter)

For thirty years, I worked as a trauma therapist and addiction counselor. I believed deeply in self-sufficiency, resilience, and doing the hard inner work.

Then life unraveled my certainties.

Widowhood. Loss. Burnout. Letting go of land, identity, and systems that once held me.

I thought I was building independence.
What I was really longing for was interdependence.

These days, I’m less interested in teaching people how to be fierce and more interested in learning how to be woven.

I’m experimenting with:

  • Ordinary belonging

  • Light conversation

  • Sweat equity

  • Local friendships

  • Reciprocity instead of performance

I don’t have a ten-step plan.

I have a lantern, a notebook, and a willingness to practice in public.

If you’re somewhere in your own unraveling — or rebuilding — you’re welcome here.

What Is Beginner’s Grove?

Beginner’s Grove is a quiet corner of the internet for people who are rethinking independence.

It’s not a self-help empire.
It’s not a personal brand.
It’s not a masterclass in enlightenment.

It’s a living experiment in belonging.

Through essays, podcast conversations, and small observations from daily life, I explore what it means to:

  • Build village slowly

  • Practice reciprocity

  • Stay curious in later seasons of life

  • Let lightness back in

This is not about fixing yourself.

It’s about participating.

On Reciprocity

I am no longer interested in one-way giving.

Beginner’s Grove is not a platform built on performance or extraction. It’s a place to practice mutual presence.

Reciprocity here might look like:

  • Reading and responding thoughtfully.

  • Sharing a post or episode with someone it might steady.

  • Bringing your own stories into the Grove.

  • Showing up lightly and often.

  • Supporting financially if and when you feel moved.

We are not building followers here.

We are practicing participation.

If you’d like to support this space in a tangible way, you can do so through Substack or Patreon below.

The gate is open either way.